Consistency.

Man, have i been...lazy and...well, inconsistent! I have nothing to write about. Or i do...but it feels like too much.

I'm A. This one boy, who comes first, is B. and then the other boy is C. (literally. our names start with A, B, and C. How weird, right?)

So...B is the sweetest, most awesome boyfriend i've ever had. He treats me with respect, he's kind and loving. It's been almost 3 months that we've been together now, the parents approve and we get to see each other every day outside of school.

Okay, no C was my first boyfriend. That was a long time ago...3 years. I was young (too young to have a boyfriend) and i was crazy about him. So crazy that i didn't get over him until B came along and swept me off my feet...(ha ha =])

Well C and i stopped talking for a while. Just recently we started again (literally two days ago) but we've been talking ALOT. Learning how much we've changed in 3 years. I'm starting to realize that i miss him. a lot. but really...i wish i didn't miss him.

I miss what he gave me 3 years ago...he was my first love. as the song says..."When i was 13...i had my first love..." (i've got me some beiber fever :D)

it's not the same as it was with "Boy 1" and "Boy 2"...definitely not. I'm not trying to choose...i got "Boy 2" aka B, and i am soooo happy with that.

(He has his up's and down's but what can i say...we always make up and it's so much better.)

Of course, you'll always wonder what it would be like to stay with your first love...and C keeps telling me that he wishes he had me back and that he's jealous of B.

Relationship drama is so crazy and stressful and tiring. There's and update. I got good grades, a good boyfriend, and THE BEST FRIEND ON THE EARTH NAMED ORA!!!!!!! (I love you ora).

I'm going to retire to my dreams and leave my drama in the real world...i'm pretty sure it can take care of things for 8 hours while i sleep.