This Kid

My mom knows i like him...(she's the one who made me admit it...), my step-dad knows i like him, all my friends know i like him....BUT HE DOESN'T!

Its sooooo easy to tell everyone else that you love him, especially when they don't even know him. Then, you see, it can't get back around to him that i like him. But it's not very easy to tell him that....

I've come close like 3 times to telling him, but it ALWAYS fails.

It's really hard to take a teenage crush seriously. Because, ya know, I've had so many crushes and none EVER work out when i tell them that i like them. But, when does a teenage romance ever work out? Unless the guy is a complete sweetheart (this kid i love IS!) then chances are...you will never ever make it in the real world. Only at school. But, some people do marry their sweethearts, this is true. But our generation? Uhh...kids now can't even make a relationship last for a day. AND 4th graders are dating?! What is this?! Crazy...crazy crazy kids. It's the TV.

Anyways, i haven't seen this kid for like...9 months now and the closest thing i get to talking to him is texting. And texting ruins everything in a romance...i mean yeah if you text.

"Hey...meet me @ Starbucks" that works. But NEVER EVER EVER say over text

"I love you." especially not "Luv you" unless you're married and have said it for years.

Point being...teenage romances are dumb. With this kid, i don't want a teenage romance, i want a serious relationship that is going to last for a long time. Not some dumb two week thing. That's why i think i just need to wait to tell this kid that i like him until we are older. Much, Much, MUCH older.

yeah. Thats works.