Miss.

You know how you miss someone, and you feel that ache deep in your chest? Or you imagine that you are laying next to them, and then you believe you are, and you open your eyes...and they're not there? And you cry because its been a week since you've seen them and you just yearn for them. You need their touch and their hug to feel completely happy again. Talking over the web cam doesn't fulfill that need.

I dream of this person a lot. And I don't ever want that dream to end, even if it's a nightmare. And every night i go to sleep i hope for a dream that has him in it. I invite it into my subconscious mind. Doesn't work too often, though.

In other news...I am officially a Sophomore, enrolled and ready. Yearbook ordered, pictures taken, agenda received, and schedule prepared. This day started early and ended early. It ended like....5 hours ago. Ha (: Goodnight world.

Mac OS X...Feels cool to say!

Yesterday was, indeed, a hectic day. First, i go to sleep at 5:30 in the morning. Then i get up at 7:30 in the morning. Then we go do errands and stuff. I got my permit, finally! (: then it was off to best buy to shop for some computers. i ended up picking a 15 inch MacBook Pro with Mac OS X Leopard. Then i got a purse thing for it, a printer (HP PhotoPro Plus), and iWork and MobileMe. The grand total was like....2,700....yes. I know, horrible.

But...thats not all.

when i get home i want to install my printer (which was the wrong one. They gave us the wrong one...) and it kept asking and asking for a password. I didn't know what my password was...nobody told me that they just leave it blank! So my computer froze up and i started crying like a big baby. This was at 2:30. So we get up at 7:30 to go back to best buy, exchange the printer, and get my MacBook worked on. Needless to say, its working perfectly now...and i love it (: